How Time Flies....

It's been 9 months since I've written a blog post and that is just because I'm not exactly committed to doing so. Yet since these blogs are more for memory sake I guess I'm the only one affected by my lack of writing. Since the last time I wrote I officially graduated from my 5 year program in Special Education, I'm looking for a job, I'm older and maybe a little wiser, my sister is yet again pregnant, other people are pregnant, married, etc. One thing that has happened recently and that has been really hard, two weeks ago, has been the loss of Missionary Hannah Kim. She died from ARDS (acute respiratory distress syndrome) but even before then she was suffering with other health issues. I've had to accept that this was God's calling and therefore accept that Msn. Hannah Kim is in a better place. With God's promise, one day I will see her again. As time goes by I realize how precious time is. I tend to waste it and use it to worry and question things that in the end don't really matter. It reminds me that life without a purpose can go really fast and be wasted. I'm not saying that a purpose has to be - I don't know - flashy, but it should be one that in the end we aren't lamenting. Actually, I really do believe that a life lived for God's glory can never be a waste. If no one else looks at your life and values it at least God can because you lived it for Him. I've been recently watching and reading on String Theory and M-Theory in which are theories that if proven in physics can mean the answer to how the universe works. Some believe that once this is proven man will be able to read the mind of God. I just smile and nod my head to this thought because I know that they will never find it. And if they do it won't even mean much except that we have a God who created the heavens and the Earth. It's not like man will ever be able to do what God has done. We can't even control when we will die! We are much of nothing. 1 Peter 1:24-25

²⁴ For, “All men are like grass,

and all their glory is like the flowers of the field;

the grass withers and the flowers fall,

²⁵ but the word of the Lord stands forever.”